What happens when you have paranoid schizophrenia?

Lucid dream states

God hates you and you’re going to hell.

Feeling pains or soreness on the eyeball itself

Hi everybody! I have been looking at posts on narcs and narc abuse on here and if has really helped me out a lot. I am currently struggling with my situation and need some advice/support. I met a narc last year, everything seemed to good to be true. Love bombing, always texting calling and taking me on dates. Everything changed when someone warned me about him out in public in front of him and who he is. This caused a conflict with us and the love bombing seized. he would tell me that everything is okay and i can come and talk. He would set a time limit on me and kick me out after that. he would then text me like everything was fine and we hung out again and after that he completely ghosted me for one week. He came back and texted me a week later laughing about the ghosting and acting like nothing had happened. he continued to text me ( not like in the beginning) make plans with me, then on the day of the plans he would just ghost me. One day he would act interested the next silence. i contacted him a month later and he acted like nothing happened. He was on a vacation and sent me a picture of another woman ( someone he allegedly met on the trip) to strike a reaction but i never gave him one. After the trip he came to my place and was extremely rude, accusing me of going on dates with a bunch of men. The next day he accused me of being an alcoholic and that he wanted nothing to do with me but said well maybe we can be "friends" then ghosted me i assumed at this point it was over and i would never hear from him again. He contacted me on the holiday a month later acting like everything was great. We ended up hanging out a month or so later and when we hung out it went well, i thought things were going in the right direction. after we hung out.. silence. I would try to text him and if he replied it would be very short then he just stopped replying. He ghosted me for almost three months. I thought he was done this time and of course he popped up again like nothing happened. At this point i was getting sick of if so i questioned him as to why he dissapeared and always does this. Of course he had some sob story about a injury and family member dying of cancer. I felt pity for him and he gave me an apology.. so i took him back stupidly. things seemed to be going smooth for a couple months, of course until his family member died and his injury got better he never contacted me and was distant. Menawhile, i was there for him during the difficult time for him. He lied to me about the funeral and never wanted to chat. I was chasing him and he would always claim nothing was wrong but when i said i thought he used me when he was down he could not handle it and would always tell me he didnt care and to go away. I would get so upset i would try texting him to work it out he would barelt respond and if he did he would not be nice about it. we did hang out a couple times after that, he would ignore me after. One day i was like hey i think you are seeing someone else, and i was like well ixam seeing someone so no problem if you are he said " buy bye good luck with your new guy stop contacting me" i was devastated and tried to get into contact with him for weeks then i just gave up and accepted it was over. He ended up contacting me a month later acting like everything was fine. He wanted to go out and have drinks i told him i would. He and i both seemed to have a great time. He ends up ignoring me again. I kept texting him trying to figure out what was wrong. He kept saying everything was fine and i said ok can we hang out again? He said maybe i was like why? He just kept saying maybe … our last conversation we had… i said what is wrong ? He said nothing is wrong everything is fine. I asked him why he keeps saying maybe. He said " maybe but i dont want to see you right now" i said why? He saix " im just not feeling it, if i wanted to date i would" i said why did you contact me less then a week ago wanting to go out? He said i didnt.. even though he did. So i said should i just move on or what? He said whatever you want to do. So i said that he was really confusing me and asked him if he had anything more to say before i move on? My messages were turning green so i panicked he blocked me and reacted irrationally. I said " omg did you block me? My messages are not going through. Even texted him on my work phone asking what was up. And called him twice ( please dont judge me i know it is pathetic i never was this type of girl before him) so he replied and said " Ok I'll block you now" then immedietly blocked me. He has never blocked me before since I have met him he will just ghost. Is this ths final discard aka " grand finale? Did i just push him too far? this has upset me so much its hard to even function.

Covering up windows

Mental Illness

Low blood sugar attacks unprovoked and when you aren’t a diabetic

How do individuals become targeted individuals? Is it solely due to experiencing stalking or harassment, or are there other factors involved?

Feelings you are being sexually harassed, molested, raped or seduced.

Irregular heart beats

Pains in the anal area

Are there legal obligations to report the known whereabouts of a missing person that doesn’t want to be found?

Turning lights off preferring the dark instead

Sudden onset of having dreams every night when you were not recalling your dreams before or for a very long time

Ability to control activities, responses & have conversations inside the dream state

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Having enhanced vision suddenly. Ability to have extraordinary vision on a temporary basis such as seeing things a far off that a person shouldn’t be able to see like stars in the sky appearing larger and more detailed.

Needing to avoid people

Seeing “angelic numbers” or repeating numbers that have “secret meanings” everywhere you look.

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Feeling like your head is being used like a ouijia board where the left side tapping means no and the right hand side tapping means yes.

Loss of hair, particularly in the areas where the idiotic spirits are messing around usually in the front forehead area and down the front center of the head. It can also be sore here.

Having a series of unexplainable misfortune all around you

If I get served by someone else's papers, am I legally required to inform the person that they got served, or the court that they served the wrong person?

The government is spying on you and wants to experiment on your brain. (Technically this one is true as well. Pharmacia is absolutely experimentation and the government does spy on all of us)

“Tinnitus”

Night terrors

Why am I so wanting to suck a penis?

Monitoring Spirits

Seeing the face of the wind, water or other elements

When I say, My bed shall comfort me, my couch shall ease my complaint;

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Extreme change in perceptions of reality and world view or belief systems.

Seeing shimmers or shields that look like see through glass but they wobble or vibrate

Feel as though you are holding still as you are walking as though you are doing the “Running Man”

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You notice your pets are also seeing the same things & are scared or behaving strangely & avoiding certain areas of your house all of a sudden.

Ability to stare directly into the sun

Strange & subtle yet painless vibrations in the chest or groin areas. Sort of feels like a Dremel tool or a mini jackhammer.

Why are American university students fine with sharing a room?

Seeing everything in the natural world around you change where it doesn’t look like it’s supposed to. i.e. Houses, neighborhoods, street signs, highway exit signs, the sky. (This is why people are getting lost and have no clue where they are)

Thinking secret societies are spying on you

Feeling pressure or a shield over one or both eyes that comes and goes

Subtle “grinding” or pains that seems to move in a circular whirl. Like something is spinning or grinding into your head.

Extraordinary Fear

Telepathic communication that is not words or thoughts it’s a “knowing”.

Weird sexual fetishes and fantasies

Sudden pressure like something has blocked your ears. Sort of feels like pressure from when water gets in the ear.

Hearing sonic booms nonstop that shake your house and others can hear them as well as your pets

Gender dysphoria, transgenderism

Feeling as though the ground is not solid under your feet as though it is exanding and becoming deeper.

A spirit architecting a date night and seducing you and chatting with you in your dreams.

Creature Sounding Voices such as roars & screaming etc.

Audible Voices both inside of the mind space & outside of the head. Hearing multiple types of audible voices, very distinct and clear.

Demon Possession

Job 7:13–15

Personal Behaviors & Social Changes

Seeing an influx of shooting stars or streaks of light in your skies suddenly

Seeing actual light “orbs” in the physical sky, in your house or in your yard that appear and then vanish. Images are below at the end.

Pokes on the head

Obsession with Personal Hygiene (OCD or Mysophobia etc.)

Seeing spirits that look like vapors of smoke or “genies” that will have the head of a person but the body of a spirit vapor

Inability to express emotion, including crying as though your tears have literally been hindered or shut off.

Sudden issue with pornographic materials and content

Feeling like the earth is spinning around you or tilted while you are standing still or vice versa

Sudden & multiple rises and falls in body temperature within minutes by 2-5 degrees in my observation.

If you do the math on every single person experiencing these things, the sum of them are a hell of a lot larger than what statistics are showing. That is just the peope who are actually reporting this to an authority who keeps track. Most do not report this because of stupid questions and assumption like this question & the stigma associated with these things.

Dreaming in cartoon

Strong pulsation in the thumbs, ears, stomach, pelvic or groin areas that are not present in other parts of the body.

Fear came upon me, and trembling, which made all my bones to shake. Then a spirit passed before my face; the hair of my flesh stood up:

Experiencing unusual “coincidences” suddenly and consistently.

Quantum Astral Projecting

For the behaviors I list below there are reasons behind these activities to be sure but for the purpose of attempting to keep this short I will refrain from going into detail about the why’s at this time.

It stood still, but I could not discern the form thereof: an image was before mine eyes, there was silence, and I heard a voice, saying,

Dreams of objects in the sky and aliens

Sleep Walking

Vertigo or depth perception issues.

Seeing elders

Rapid deep sleep cycles, instantly falling into a deep sleep state while simultaneously knowing you were conscious in it

The list goes on and on indefinitely. The reason why people are falling for this is because spirits can manipulate the mind to see things that aren’t there, they can create visions that are so real that you cannot distinguish the world you are in from what they are showing you, they take advantage of coincidences and can literally manifest certain things in a persons life to gain trust and creditability, they can tell you of news events that come true, they can tell you personal things about other people you would have no way of knowing etc.

Finding evil underlying themes in media and music you didn’t notice before.

Alien or Advanced Civilization Conspiracy

Witnessing unexplaine chaos in the lives of the people you are close to all of a sudden including financial issues, freak accidents, sickness & even death.

Waking up angry, disturbed, or still tired

Remote Viewing

Nano Technology Mind Control

BRIEF SUMMERY OF SYMPTOMS

Thinking animals and insects are spying on you

Pressure in the head

Seeing lights behind the eyes when the eyes are closed such as blue dots, green or white “floating auroras”, rainbow sparkles or scrambles, a single red or purple light right in the center of the vision.

Seeing visions of future world events that actually come to pass later in the news cycle.

Twin Flame Journey’s

Burning on the sides of the groin. Left side, right side or both.

Some of the terms you folks love to throw around to insult the people are nutcase, conspiracy theorist, mentally ill, witch, the devil etc. So why would anyone speak out about these things? They can lose their jobs, families, friends, freedom, creditability and everything else in the time it takes for me to type this sentence.

Feeling safer in your home & not wanting to go out in public

There is no God instead there are aliens and everyone is screwed.

Zaps as though you are being shocked with electricity

Seeing a green radar light or a spinning white light orb in your right eye that you can see with the eyes open or shut

Excessive emotional reaction

Seeing visions that are all around you and intermingling with the natural world. These are not being seen inside the head or mind space they are being seen externally.

Ancient Belief & Ritualistic Hysteria

Sleep

Then thou scarest me with dreams, and terrifiest me through visions: So that my soul chooseth strangling, and death rather than my life.

Premature aging all of a sudden

Suddenly becoming extraordinarily cold where one begins to shake and convulse.

Shortness of breath

One eye sees something larger than the other eye

Tech Experimentation & Conspiracy

Thinking your family, friends, neighbors and co-workers are spying on you

Thoughts of overt sexual behaviors such as adultery, homosexuality, multiple sexual partners, acts involving blood, violence or murder, pedophilia and/ or Beastiality.

Turning off circuit breakers, disconnecting appliances and WiFi connections, putting devices on airplane mode etc.

Adrenaline rushes through the body

V2K: Voice to Skull Technology in other words classified spying techniques

Seeing saints from the scriptures

Having blurry or hindered vision temporarily or even blindness

Government Experimentation & Conspiracy

Communication through thoughts

Seeing visions of actual people right now doing things as though they are on video

Healthcare Experimentation & Conspiracy

Arguing and fighting with a spirit in your dream

God is dead or he’s not really good and in fact is really evil and everyone is screwed.

Feeling a heaviness come over your entire body where you find it diffiucult to move as though something is on top of you holding you down.

Seeing creatures

Seeing visions of various doctrines & books playing out like a movie.

Gang Stalking

Sexual sensations

Your phone is tapped. Your internet is being surveilled. There’s a bugging device in your house. Your neighbors are watching you. Your coworkers are plotting on you.

Thinking a spirit is watching you

Vibrations

Thinking the news, movies & other forms of media are sending you personal messages.

Seeing visions in cartoon graphics and resolution or colors.

Head

Avoiding large crowds

Now a thing was secretly brought to me, and mine ear received a little thereof.

Seeing angels

Seeing shadow people with fedoras

Seeing color auras in just about every color

Content of “Delusion”

Temporary soreness in various areas of the head when you touch it particularly the top middle area or down the center of the head.

Sudden issues with extreme masturbation

Waking up crying

Seeing visions that have the same resolution of a movie like you are watching HD tv.

Crawling or itching sensations for no reason or with no external stimuli present

Target Individuals

Male and Female- Voices of people you know & people you don’t know at all

Cramps, Charlie Horses etc.

Sudden promiscuity

Seeing shadows that seem to loom, grow & encompass you

Seeing the alleged “god” or “jesus”

Voice of Thunder

Extreme changes in social behavior

Sexualized feelings that can also stem in the head, hips, inner and outer thighs that are weird and unusual

Seeing beings in bluish white light

Rings of Saturn or extraterrestrial sounding noises

The left ear can sound different then the right, if a person pays attention they can sense which direction the communication is coming from. They can sense the left ear, the right ear, a space on the upper right corner, right directly above the mind space centered at the top and outside of the head all together.

Ears

SEEING THINGS THAT ARE NOT THERE OR VISIONS, NIGHT TERRORS

Excessive Chills or “tingles”

Sudden onset of extreme dread

Sudden temporary pains throughout the body for no reason

Paranoia regarding people

People that have not gone through this will say “How can you believe this” or “How were you tricked by this”. The fact of the matter is that if this were to happen to anyone else, I don’t care how smart and great that they think they are, they would also fall for it or they would go insane all together. This includes every religious scholar, preacher, imam or rabbi on earth.

It means the person is being tormented by spirits in any number of manners. Common lies are…

Sudden buzzing that sounds like an energy wave just beamed right through your head. Sort of sounds like an emergency broadcast sound.

Schizophrenia

Random body ticks or feeling pricks or pokes on the skin or what I personally refer to as voodoo pokes…

Mydriasis, Strange pupil dilation which is a result of lust or adrenaline rushes.

All of the Names People are Calling This

Waking up with migraines or headaches and unable to see straight like you’ve been drugged.

Having trouble with balance that comes and goes

Hearing the buzzing of electrical devices that are driving you nuts but other’s cannot hear them because your ears have been heightened and you can literally hear common energy frequencies other people can’t.

THOUGHTS, WHISPERS, AUDIBLE VOICES, SEEING SPIRITS

Extreme changes in diet

Intrusive Thoughts

Job 4:12–16

Seeing spirits that look like black silhouettes that have either light or fire behind them

Dreams of looping themes, repeating patterns, mazes, hallways, stairs, running in circles, being hunted etc.

Religious Hysteria (Negative- Bad)

In thoughts from the visions of the night, when deep sleep falleth on men,

Third Eye Chakrah; Kabbalah

Seeing signs and symbols everywhere you look

Cymbals or bells, sort of like jingle bells or how Tinker bell sounds in the stupid cartoon

Jinn Possession

Extreme changes in personality

Seeing the location & characteristics of various types of heavens or planets

Astral Projection & Quantum Science Hysteria

Paranoia regarding animals & insects

Thinking the government is spying on you

Dreams of yourself being in another lifestyle that is trying to convince you of reincarnation and past lives

Seeing visual phenomenon such as:

Extreme changes in sleep schedules

Your family and friends have been replaced by body doubles and you are on the wrong planet.

“Migraines” or “headache” in hyper specific areas. They can rest primarily on the left or right hand side as a rule, not an exception.

Kundalini Awakening

Seeing beings in green light

“Holy” Spirit Gifts

Waking up with sudden muscle pains and cramps

Extraordinary Paranoia

Dreams coming true, regularly

Feeling like your soul or spirit is being sucked out of your body or the top of your head to the point where you feel you are going to pass out, faint or die.

Seeing shadow people that run against walls or fly

Black Magic/ Witchcraft/ Sorcery

Repeating dreams

Seeing people that are deceased

Emotional State

Eyes

Body

Epilepsy, Seizures, Sudden Full Body or Head Jerks

Seeing visions that are just in your head or mind space only.

Seeing flashes of light fly though your house or shoot out of your peripheral vision

Sudden vanity & immodesty

Seeing visions of things going on in the spirit realm

You have already lived 1,000 times and you just don’t know it because your memory has been erased.

Groin & Private Areas (Secret Places)

Rumbling, shaking, gusting wind etc.

Noises in the ears.

The right ear seems evil as shit, more evil than the left. The upper right corner seems to be helpful sometimes but this is not definitive at all so be careful and notice the differences for yourself but NEVER FULLY TRUST ANY OF THEM.

Eye Twitching

Seeing animals or creatures that aren’t there

Clicking that sounds like a line connecting or disconnecting

Science Experimentation & Conspiracy

Hearing static noises, scrambles or people talking on a radio when there is no radio anywhere and no source for the static at all.

Multiple clicks that are similiar to the African click language dialect

Chills like someone is inappropriately touching you in the groin or breast area

Excessive warming or a burning sensation

Electronic or robotic sounding voices

Chest pressure

Very vivid dreams

Feeling like someone is seeing through you eyes

Overlapping voices or what I call triple voice or Legion

Dreams of “heaven and hell”

Seeing visions of things going on in the universe.

Seeing other gods and goddesses

Your own voice but it definietly isn’t you speaking

Extreme pulsations in one area or pulsations in multiple areas that are off rythmn and don’t match as though you have several heart beats that are off rtyhmn with one another.

Afraid to look in the mirror

Feeling like your spirit is expanding outside of the perimeters of your body somehow.

Spirits are no different than people, they are just more cunning, have been around longer and there is nowhere that you can run or hide from them so if they want to torment you 24/7 everywhere that you go they can do it… if you allow them to.

Religious Hysteria (Positive- Good)

Evil spirits and angels are watching you… (This one is true)

Seeing beings of fire

Dreams of people you never met but then you meet them later.

Excessive sweating, waking up soak and wet

Sweating

Suddenly becoming extraordinarily hot where one begins to heat up throughout the body particularly in the back of head, ears, neck & upper back area

Etc…

Walking around at night barefoot for hours, days or even weeks.

Whirring or whooshing noises

Hearing a snap or popping that sounds like it is coming from the skull

Sudden onset of extreme euphoria

Here is a short list of the never ending symptoms of spirit attacks, let’s go over them:

Seeing visions that look like a dream while you are awake.

Issues with Personal Hygiene

Extreme changes in habits